Friends.....

I find it rather suprising that in college, i feel different about my friends...

Somehow.. I feel that kind of love for my friends..usually such things won't exist in my life but i find it rather amusing as well..

Few examples....
The air cond was really cold that day.. the sitting arrangemnt is .... Me, James, Cheng Yuan. the air cond was right above Cheng Yuan so of course he don't feel anything lor.... Me and James were freezing until i move my fingers very slowly cause its starting to feel numb... i asked our chemistry lecturer to increase the temperature and he did. but it was still very cold after that.. like not much of a difference.. then when i asked Cheng Yuan, he said he feels okay, more to the warmer side.. so we switched places.. and i got to sit in the warmest place!! yah... but that didn't really made me happy.. i was happy for a while until i saw Cheng Yuan trying to hide his arms to trap heat.. James as well... all of a sudden felt the pain... me?? feeling the pain for them?? kinda weird right?? i think so too. later  i regret doing two things. 1- switching places with Cheng Yuan. 2- not bringing my jacket. I really felt lead to lend my jacket to James... i felt really awful throughout the class... What makes matters worse is that.. Cheng Yuan was having fever and he is still on medication. ;(

Few days later..
Daniel came and asked me if Cheryl is sick... i don't recall anything but she actually did told me that she will catch a fever soon... and indeed! she had a fever.... and she forgot to bring her medication.. i didn't think of doing anything except to buy a panadol for her... i don't usually do this for others.. cause they can do it themselves!! but suprisingly i actually bought panadol for her.. i'm kinda suprised at myself...

James is really awesome!! the more i interact with him, the more he opens up to me.. and the closer we are.. really admire his sports abilities la.. he was the only guy who can shoot a 3-point today at the basketball court.. he did it 4 times! Jeremy. .you missed it lar.. he was really awesome in table tennis as well! yah. but thats not the point lar. i somehow feel obliged to call him whenever its 5.20pm so that he won't miss the bus... since when did it become my duty?? i seriously took that duty upon myself.. as if... as if.. i'm his close friend.. sounds weird i know... i dont have any close friends except for vivien, terrence, cheryl and yen huay but suprisingly... i treat james like how i treat a close friend ;) yah.. i'm closer to James but i really do hope i'll know Cheng Yuan better too! he is kinda shy with me you know.. so its makes things quite hard for me... but it takes time la...

yah.. Daniel is really taking a good care of me.. i know... partly because i am a girl and the only girl that sits at the back with all the guys.. thanks Daniel!! ;D i feel secured. thanks a lot...

i'm starting to be comfortable in my own group of friends already, but i still want to reach out to others... who are not in groups of are in groups... getting to know more people is just fun! look forward to make even more friends;)