Today wasn't quite a good day... first.. I woke up THINKING I was going to be late for church... (was rushing) Terrence was SUPPOSE to come to church with me... but last minute tuition ended the excitement... I can't blame him lar... it wasn't his fault...
Its David's birthday today, but didn't manage to give him the present though... Suprisingly he didn't attend 2nd service (which he usually does) so.... and I didn't even wish him happy birthday when I could have wished him outside antioch hall... he was just commenting on my dressing and I just walked away thinking I would have a chance to wish him... so... I felt quite awful already. But I can always wish him a belated happy birthday next week... and just pass him the gift.. after all, he is the only friend i have that likes a gift like that... (I think)
then during CDP I was expected to give a small something like appreciation speech for the panel after the forum and I dont know why, I didn't do as well as I think I should.... so....
somehow it seems like the holy spirit isn't with me... I feel so insecured as if something is going to happen... as if i'm going to make more mistakes.... scary....
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