I was kind of upset and was feeling quite low cause I cant serve with the worship team anymore until after SPM and I was really very upset about it... but I just have to accept the fact that studies is indeed important but I didn't expect myself to 'sacrifice' to this extent... ( it was unwilling, so I dont think its called sacrifice)
But then, I started fasting for quite many reasons.. I dont wanna list them out la.. partly is because of my many non-believer friends... and I made it a point to fast on Sunday...
And it was a usual Sunday... as usual we went to church... While the worship team was preparing, as we were worshiping in the spirit, Ps.Rajan just gave me a tambourine... and I was puzzled.. First, I don't look like a tambourine dancer. 2nd... I don't even know how to hold a tambourine... it was to my suprise that I can even hold a tambourine.. it looks easy to hold but it really is heavy..
I was thanking God for an opportunity to serve although it may seem so insignificant....
Never would I thought that Ps. Rajan would call me again to play the keyboard cause I wasn't serving that day... Timothy was suppose to play.. but I knew why Ps. Rajan didn't call him.. because he cabut half way through the sermon.. But I thank God because I was given the chance and the honor to serve Him although I am not really a part of the worship team.. for the moment.. I still belong... they treat me like a family.. but I am just amazed at how God works...
Now, I'm even happier cause Children Church needs people to help and I was approached.. I'm really glad that God can still use my pair of hands to serve Him....
Thank God for my pair of hands which is so insignificant and is looked upon as a meagre possesion to others which is so meaningful to me and to God... everytime I look at myself, I take a longer time to look at my hands.... beautiful works of God...
My talents were given by God and I will use it for His glory...
Amen!
Not that I cabut halfway through the sermon ok? I had to grab a cup of coffee. Isn't that good that you get to play in my absence? I should do that more ofter?
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