New year, new feeling

Throughout the year 2009, I experienced a lot of different things taking place in my life..
New church, new friends, new tuitions, new stuff...

2009 was when I got to know God's goodness and grace.. He was so good to me.. I started to walk my path with Him and things had been very smooth for me.. in fact, too smooth that i'm worried that a storm might come next.. but whatever happens, I'll cling onto Jesus..
James 1:4 Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete not lacking anything.. Therefore i must carry on with strength from above

01.01.2010
Before going for worship team prayer meeting at 7.30, I started praying and worshipping Him at 6.00 and I somehow felt like crying... Tears just came down... It was then that I realized that I found an answer to my question...
My question was... There are many songs saying I love you, Jesus.. but I'm not really sure that I love Jesus... Cause I don't really know what the feeling is like to love Jesus.. but yesterday, I am sure... It was a confirmation that I love Jesus... Now, I can boldly come and say, I LOVE YOU JESUS!

This year is going to be exciting but its going to be full of pressure and stress and I'm going to need a lot of hope and comfort from the Lord.. A lot of it.. exam year is never easy for me.. but the Lord is walking this path with me, guiding my each and every step leading my direction... I put my trust in Him.. He will fight battles for me and I just have to rest in Him.. Amen!